Procrastinate is my thing
• Saturday, 2 May 2020 •
Dah beberapa hari aku tak blogging. Pernah tak dalam kepala korang ada banyak benda yang korang plan nak buat, tapi tak terbuat semua sebab korang tak tahu mana satu nak buat dulu. Macam aku, aku dah plan nak buat story pasal perjalanan aku dekat U dulu, then how I met with some wonderful friends. Tapi pada masa yang sama, Ive been busy with planning for my works. So in the end, I procrastinate banyak benda. Padahal masa tu banyak sangat sebenarnya masa yang diberi dalam sehari. Tapi sifat lagha dalam diri ni selalu je ada even syaitan dengan iblis dah diikat time bulan ramadan ni. haih... nampak la hati aku ni masih hitam, tak tahan dengan godaan teknologi dunia. I really need someone to help me to push myself to my limit. But it doesnt mean orang yang ada kat samping aku tak pernah mainkan peranan, cuma aku tak reti nak express kan problem aku kat dorang. Maybe by typing in this blog, lebih buat aku rasa tenang and senang aku nak express kot. Well, I'm still introvert person. So mungkin la kot.
Cakap pasal. introvert ni. I think that my depression macam makin teruk sikit lately. Especially bila datang bulan. I dont know what triggered it. But dont worry, I'm still not that critical sampai tahap nak fikir bunuh diri. ^^ . Till then,
xoxo Nasya
3 Comments:
what a relatable post. then, i think my procrastination is already my hormone lol. kinda envy how simple your writing is yet still holds the point. my style is more like nagging that sometimes i feel annoying. anyway, it's fine. about your mental struggle, may you have good rest and feel better later =)
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i hope you'll get better! keep journaling, it will help you to overcome this :D
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